June

so here's the reason behind our smiles: 

me: eh don't smile eh

kim: but then if we don't smile we will look like bitches 

me: but we are what

*burst out in hysterical laughter* yeah you get the point HAHAHAH 

let's just say june have had its fair share of good and new experiences and bad and regretful ones. i had so much fun though, rekindling with old friends always has a therapeutic effect to me. i love how some things don't change, especially in a world thats constantly morphing. ( on a side note, prim if you ever see this, i miss you quite terribly :'( ) it has also been a month where i've done a lot of self-reflection (or more like beating myself up) but if anything i'm striving to constantly be happier even when it's impossible to be. 

so damn thankful for everyone around me, the few that stayed and never left. 

here's to july: a july where happiness is my priority and so is studying hard, a july where i stop and notice everything good around me, a july where i stop being so damn fucking annoyingly negative about everything.